November….. a Month of Thanks….. Sawyer Samuel Eastridge

Only a few months after saying “I do”, Clay and I were shocked to find out that we were expecting our first child. Scared of what that meant, and filled with worries about failing our child as parents, no one could have prepared us for just how different our lives would become at 9:10am on the morning of May 10, 2011; only nine days after celebrating our first wedding anniversary. He was four weeks early and only weighed in at 5 lbs 10 oz, but that little tiny baby kicked our parenting genes into action, and we haven’t looked back since.

Taking home the one thing that would change the meaning of our existence forever.

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As he began to grow, so did our love and connection. Life without our son became unfathomable. He was and still is our drive to be the best we can be.

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Every parent has hopes and great expectations for their children. Praying for them every night, to be blessed with intelligence and strength; to stand as great of a chance at being successful in this world as possible. It didn’t take long before Clay and I knew, without a doubt that our son fell nothing short of perfect. We are both so thankful to have been chosen to parent one of the most intelligent, funny, kind hearted and loving little boys I have ever come into contact with.

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It is an unexplainable feeling to have watched him grow from a tiny helpless infant. Into a independent two year old, a big boy, and an great big brother to his little sister!!

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Thank you, thank you, thank you Lord, for choosing me to be this little boys mommy. It’s such a large responsibly, and I will never stop trying to be the very best mommy, the kind he deserves.

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“The moment a child is born, the mother is also born. She never existed before. The woman existed, but the mother, never. A mother is something absolutely new”. ~Rajneesh

A Peak Into My Crazy, Beautiful Life

I like to consider myself to have always been a bit of a confused person. As a little girl, I would have had a hard time telling you exactly what it was I wanted to be when I grew up. As I got older, the question became even harder to answer. It was a heavy subject for me, one that I could never really come up with a solution too. Having lots of big ideas, I would begin planning how to put things into motion, never being able to convince myself any of those ideas were something I would honestly want to do for the rest of my life. One thing I always knew I wanted was a family. Having grown up as an only child, and the youngest (by 5 years) grandchild in my family, I spent a lot of time & holidays pretty much alone with the exception of my parents. I longed for a family of my own that would be close; lots of people, big holidays. It was the one thing in my life that never changed.

In the summer of 2008, after moving away for college, I was brought to a hole-in-the-wall bar called “Yesterday’s”, and briefly introduced to a guy named Clay. I didn’t think much of it at the time. Hardly even held an actual conversation with the guy. Little did I know, he would be the one to make all those dreams come true.

After dating for a little over a year, I convinced him to marry me. I knew he was the man I was destined to spend the rest of my life with. We were married in May of 2010 and welcomed our first child, Sawyer, in May of the following year. It wasn’t long after celebrating his 1st birthday, we found out that the Lord had blessed us with a 2nd pregnancy. Stevie Rose graced us with her demanding presence on April 6, 2013.

After years of struggling to figure out what my purpose was in life; what it was I wanted to spend forever doing; it finally became so clear. I wanted to be a mother and a wife! I wanted to spend the rest of my life doing nothing other than that. Building a family, loving my husband, and raising my children is what I was designed to do.

Being a stay at home mom can absolutely be a challenge at times. Especially since my husband recently took a job working overseas in Africa. If given the chance, I wouldn’t have it any other way.

This blog will basically be a place for me to express my thoughts and share my ideas. There will be no specific subjects, and my feelings won’t get hurt if no one ever even reads it. And hey! If they do, then great. I’m sure they’ll get some laughs at the very least.

So until next time…… Au Revoir!

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